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Dear diary,

This mama has had a hard start to the year. Not because of anything tragic or big at all. More like just a whole lot of winter blues smooshed into the fact that I feel like it's a hamster wheel of a life, of clean this and that, cook, teach, wish for the something that I was meant to do, second guess myself and then start all over the next day, that I live.


Or maybe it's the lack of sleep I have had since Ami was born 5 years ago or the worry of life right now of living in a pandemic as a high risk family while everyone seems to have moved on. Or maybe it's the energy of the full moon, or simply that we have had such a drab, dark couple of months, I thrive off of that sunshine!


Sometimes, diary, I want to tell myself that it will get better, I mean my mantra is, THIS TOO SHALL PASS.


But cońo when the heck is that?


When will I be rested? When will I be doing something that inspires me? When will this itch of being creative, turn into something? When will this feeling of NOT BELONGING fade away? When will I have more help around the house? Does that all happen in the next stage of life? As the girls get older?


And then I think will I miss these days?


Will I miss the girls needing me SO much.


Will I miss homeschool, and how I get to be such a big part of their learning?


Will I miss these silly days of making reels that make me SO uncomfortable and making the time to share with other moms so that they are not so lonely? Will I miss all of this in the next chapter because life will be so different? Will I lose a sense of purpose that being a mom gives me when they get older? All of this is exhausting, yes, but it's also the reason that I have unfolded myself into this Natí... When the things I am wishing for come, will this version of me have to leave?


Diary, motherhood is such a complicated, insane, exhausting, and beautiful thing. It truly is but it is also isolating, and lonely which is what it's really felt like the last two years. Am I the only one feeling like this is more than I can handle?


Well rereading that all sounds like una locura. But maybe I am not the only one with the rambling thoughts and see saw of emotions of REALLY loving this job of motherhood but wishing for more. I can’t be the only one…


No need to worry though, for now I’ll do as my Birdie tells me, everyone has feelings, you can cry and just start over again tomorrow… And well that is just what I shall do.


Signing off, yours truly, Natí


(Mama Diaries is a series of posts that I started and stopped a while back where I could come and honestly unload with how ever I am feeling in hopes that one other mom doesn't feel alone. I hope you feel like we are having that cafesito together.)










Hi all!

We had such a wonderful holiday in our new home with a feeling of gratefulness like no other time. We may have had so much change (switched Zoe to homeschool because of the rise of Covid cases, not seeing family, no travel, house not finished being painted or hosting friends like we had wished) but we were with our mom’s, my sis and even my bonus daughter joined us. Most of all we were together as a family, creating a new set of memories.

Our month of acts of kindness was INCREDIBLE, we baked for neighbors, brought treats to Zoe’s teachers at school, adopted 4 families that we made Christmas magical for, delivered to the food pantry two times, paid for coffees in the drive thru, baked for Ami’s favorite garbage guy (she is obsessed with the truck!) and so many other small moments that honestly filled my heart, and best of all had the girls so excited. We teach not by talking but by doing and setting an example. I just know how hard the holidays were for my mom, a single mom and O’s parents some years with little money, so being able to give back with our girls is everything. We have promised to continue with acts of kindness every month, I will be sharing more on that later!


I am thinking of rounding up the gifts that were favorites for all of us, a post on my 2022 goals (and our family goals), homeschool curriculum and how we are approaching it plus so much more on that in the New Year. Maybe I’ll do goals first, since I am working on putting them on paper... Do you write out yearly goals? I find them so much more approachable than resolutions and a great task to do as a family. I like to write out big goals and then brainstorm on how we can achieve them by creating smaller goals for every month. It’s so fun to not only look back at them but to also hear what ur ladies consider goals!


Some of you may know I am taking a break on Instagram until the middle of January (more on that later) but I will keep posting here, and continue planning for this new chapter of the blog. I have also been posting on LTK since there are some great sales and we are shopping for home and organizing stuff. It’s nice to set intentional ATTENTION to things I want to make a priority and maybe it will stick…

I am wishing you all the best of the best and many more blessings. Thank you for being here and stay tuned for some NY goals!


xox

Natalie







Hello my loves,

We are just coming out of 4 days of Zoe being pretty sick, and with no sleep for mama. Which also means everything I had planned for this week went on the back burner. But I am taking the nuggets over to my mom (everyone is fever free and tested negative for Covid) so that I can run a couple errands, and get some things done in the house. Including putting together our bedroom furniture, and order the rugs for guest room and to layer in the living room. I am determined to have as much "completed" in this home before Thanksgiving. Somewhere in there I also have Christmas shopping, birthday planning (for both girls) and shopping to start and complete... Heck now that I type that out it sounds insane. hahaha! How are your November goals going?


As promised! I am starting to share some gift guides and I thought I'd keep it uber simple this year, and it cannot get easier than sharing gifts my girls have and still consistently play with. Some of these, like a play kitchen they have had since Zoe was 1 and they still enjoy. They especially love open ended toys and toys that can easily be played with across different ages.


Baby

Toddler

  1. Painters Set

  2. Play Diner Set

  3. Baby Alive Doll

  4. Magna-Tiles

  5. Lego Set

  6. Tool Set

  7. Cleaning Set & Broom Set

  8. Doll House ( I love this one because it's open concept and allows both girls to play with it at the same time!)

  9. Dress Up Set

  10. Tablets!

Big Kids

  1. Science Experiment

  2. Marble Run

  3. Our Generation Dolls (less expensive version of American Girls Dolls but still so beautiful and the accessories like the hairdresser chair are so fun!)

  4. Fort Building Set,

  5. Art portfolio set

  6. Beading Set & Organizer, endless hours on these beads!

  7. Insta Camera (we have had these for years and they LOVE documenting with them)

  8. Scooter or Bike are things they love (and obvi can be purchased for younger kids too!)

  9. Sewing Machine (for beginners and we have all loved learning to use it!)

  10. Caboodle

I promise to share more of these in the next week as I shop for the girls and others on my list.


xoxo

Natalie

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